Aku di sini menantimu
Aku di sini mendambamu
Di sini aku setia memuja mu
Namun malang
Rasa yang ku pendam tak kunjung terungkapkan
Hingga, rasa ini pun beku tak kunjung terbalaskan
Apalah daya
Aku tak mungkin ungkapkan rasa ini dahulu
Tapi, aku juga tak mungkin terus memendam rapat rasaku ini
Harus bagaimanakah aku?
Risau resah slalu mengglayuti
Berhari hari
Sepanjang waktu
Jumat, 04 Desember 2015
Risau resah mengglayuti
Minggu, 08 November 2015
8th of November 2015
Ode and I enjoyed Sheila on 7's concert in Kampus Tengah on Sunday. The concert was held by FEB, one of faculty in UNDIKSHA. The exitement had been felt when we entered the ticketing gate. FEB showed us an example of proffessional ticketing process. When he hit a ditactor on our hand, finally we allowed entering the exciting concert stage. We were not only waiting for the main guestar performance but also impatient for kiss band performance. Ode and I were so excited and full of happiness. At that time, sheila sang many song. I wanted to dance in harmony with the music. Unfortunately, the position where I was standing is quit far behind with the stage. I couldn't express my excitement fully. Oh god, I wanna scream.
Sabtu, 07 November 2015
Awaken Early in the Morning
Early morning I woke up
All were dark
I couldn't see anything
I could do nothing
I was sweating
I thought I had a nightmare
But I even didn't dream anything
I got confused
I walked to turn the lamp on
Unfortunately, it didn't work properly
Finally I tried to unlock the door to enable light coming inside my room
Unluckily, it just as dark as my room, even darker
What should I do?
I didn't know what I supposed to do
Finally, I checked my cellphone clock
It was 2.30 am
How early it was
I decided to go to my bed continuing my sleeping
Regrettably, I hardly slept
I woke up again
Turn on the music
Tried to listen to something that could make me felt comfortable
I got sleepy
I fell asleep
I was dreaming
I had a lovely dream with a lovely guy
Jumat, 06 November 2015
Waiting
I've been waiting for such a long time
I had waited for someone who could comfort me
I had waited for someone who came from the same caste of mine
Till now, I haven't found one
Will I find one?
I so desperate to wait one
I was wondering if I could get one
I promise to myself, when I get one, I will be fully faithful to him
He would be the only one husband of mine
He would be the only one guy in my life who I love the most
He is the only one I'm waiting for
Selasa, 22 September 2015
My Lovely Uncle
Senin, 01 Juni 2015
Full Moon
Jumat, 29 Mei 2015
Holistic Pak Wage
dance floor
CDA ( Critical Discourse Analysis)
watch and tell (watching time)
dialogue..... find the expression
work in group
given a worksheet
match pictures with the appropriate description
readit one by one
ex.
picture of tiger.....It is a wild animal and lives in jungle. colors...... physical appearance...
the leaders were asked to call their group members that they don't know yet by sounding the voice of the animal they've got
snowball ...in chain...how many stove in the kitchen.....
video
puzzle game..... arrange.... full fill the worksheet based on the picture... stick.... read i tout loud...
Minggu, 03 Mei 2015
My dreamy room
It would be like this
The wall will be green
So many pictures covering the wall (the pictures I love), several paintings that I ever made
There are racks of book (racks for my novel, handbook, etc) which is fully located on one side of my wall
I wanna have mini library in my room
There is speaker in it to enable me to listen several music and song that I love, also practicing my listening skill using BBC recording
There is a TV that enable me to watch several movies through flash disk
There is a table which is especially used for studying (no books or anything on it), a chair
A small bed for me myself only
I wanna to paint my room's ceiling with something that I love
Draft of a story
They love each other
The girls was loved by many boys
The boy was jealous
He was very protective
The girl loves dancing
Where ever she danced, the boy always followed her
They got married
They have three children
All of their children have married already
Thus, they have become grandparents
The girl is busy in making accessories
The boy is busy being a teacher
The girl has hypertension
The boy didn't has any illness in his medical history
One day, the boy was suddenly ill
He got stroke attack
Her wife is very patient
What I Love
Sabtu, 02 Mei 2015
Holistic Simulation in Bu Ratmi's class
"Descriptive Text"
.describing job
.technique: describing job by giving series of clue by different member's of the group, the leader will guess it in 3 minutes (5 jobs)
Wana
"Compliment"
.the activity: identify several compliments in the dialogue and the respond of it; doing conversation which consist of compliment itself based on given situation
Lina
"Present Continuous Tense"
.what is the teacher doing?
.what are friends doing?
April
Narrative Text"
.puppet show
.role play (two group go in front, different story, different property)
.ask several questions regarding the story based on bloom taxonomy
.peer feedback
Cok Lan
"Plural and Singular"
.bring realia of tiger, gecko etc into the classroom, repeat after the teacher pronounced it
.picture on the slide as reference for the students to make a sentence eg. there are three ants, etc
.mystery box (after answering the question, if it was right would be allowed to step further)...open the mystery box.... mentioned the animals in it... there are three geckos in the box.
"Plural and Singular"
.picture on slide
.sing a song related with the numbers of animal in the rhythm of "green bottle"
-a student ask "what picture is it?"
a student answer "It is bee"
"how many bees are there?"
"there are three bees"
take a piece of scrabble picture, stick on the white board, one by one do it, till the picture is in good arrangement
Adelina
"Days, Month and Date"
.video
.flash card
"what day is it today?"
"what is the day after Tuesday?"
Dapus
"Describing anything you love/ like"
.two short description to be guessed by the students as reference what will be learned (description of novel and hand phone)
.pictures on the slide (mr. grey and ms. ana; messy room, and medusa), the students have to describe it
.think what you love and like and then the other students have to guess
Mira
"Procedure Text"
two students were asked to do a conversation in front of the class
they talked about the ingredients, the steps how to make a certain food
the second activities, the students are given a picture of food "picture of orange juice"
then they were asked to write the ingredients and the step on the piece of the paper
Junita
"Plural and Singular" Things around us
.pictures on the slide "things in the classroom"
.how about I write one window..... a window
.2 window.... windows
.one box.... a box
.two box.... boxes
.labeling the pictures with the best label
Dede
"Procedure Text"
she showed a butterfly origami
she asked what are the material needed to make it
then asked what the students are going to learn
tell the purpose clearly and what are the important things should be remembered
she gave example of procedure text: crispy broccoli
Dede asked what we needs and the equipment of it
Game: Battle Chef Game
The students are asked to make group of three
two groups went in front
they were given a piece of procedure text
the students were asked to find several ingredients picture, make their food in groups by sticking the pictures on the paper
the students were asked to modify it as creative as possible and named the food as innovative as possible
the executive chef is asked to read the recipe and the steps of making it "Krenyes Nano - nano Cassava"
Ayu Utari
"Spoof"
Ayu explained what is meant by spoof, types of spoof, etc. The three types are: humorous, ironic, and misconception.
she asked the similarity and the difference between spoof and previous lesson "recount"; generic srtucture. Both of them consist of events. In spoof, there are orientation, events, and twister.
She gave the students several text to be read, one of the students go in front, the other students have to listen and answered several questions orally regarding the text. One of the other students was asked to guess the twist.
Further activity, we were asked to make our own spoof. One of us was asked to read our work in front of the class, the rest listened to it in order to be able to answer several questions which would be asked orally.
Yeni
"Descriptive Text"
she asked the difference between previous lesson "report text".....(which describe something more general) and "descriptive text... (which describe something specifically). Yeni divided the class into two group. The leaders of the groups were given an envelope which consist of model's name which would be described. The models are Rihanna and Dedy Corbusier. Two of the students were wearing the model's property; picture of the model's face, and holding the equipment which is mostly brought by Rihanna: mic, and dedy: cards. And the leader of the groups have to full fill the identification and the description of the model in a given paper.
Dedek
"Asking and Giving Advise"
she said about her problem in the beginning of the lesson, then ask for solution to students "what should I do?"
the students gave several suggestion/ advise
then she asked what is the expression of asking for advise used by her, and explore the other ways in asking advise
the way how to respond the expression of asking for advise is showed through slide
one of the student asked about the use of "ought to"
she explained it further
she asked several students to state their problems and asking for advise to the other students using the appropriate expression
"i face difficulties in finishing my homework. what should I do?"
"I suggest you to consult it with your senior" etc
the one who got more candies (four candies) is given chance to compete with the one who get three candies (match problem with its suggestion in a piece of paper)
The one who can finish it quicker is given an Olympic medal
while crowning it to the winner, the music of "we are the champion" is played
"the best adviser ever" was written on the Olympic medal
Mair
"Procedure Text"
Media: two manila papers which consist of picture column, material, utensil , steps, and finally column (ready to serve).
Three students have to make their own menu "hamburger" and "sandwich"
The ingredients is real or original.... she brought breads and other ingredients of it to the classroom
the first student has to full fill the manila paper
the second student has to demonstrate the ingredients and the steps how to make it
the third student has to do the steps with its ingredients and the picture of frying pan, plate as they cook it in reality (the lecturer give compliment toward the activities's originality)
the ones who not participate were given a picture of fb thumbs (like), they have to attach it on the paper of the best demonstrator afterwards
give reason why we choose A instead of B
What are the important things in making procedure?
as a reward, she take the students' picture since they had done a good job and promise to upload it through her fb account
Mandala
"Descriptive Text"
Lusi
Report Text
Kangaroo
fill in the blank in the missing word of a text entitled kangaroo
students were divided into three groups
each group is given an envelop
the leader of the first group has to go in front
she/ he will be given clues by one of another group
if he/ she is able to guess correctly based on the first clue, he/ she will get 100 points
meanwhile if she could answer correctly in the second clue, he/ she will get 90 points, etc
...
Hope, Wish, and Pray
"Magic lamp, magic lamp.... please listen to my wishes... magic lamp magic lamp please come to me"
"Good morning good morning... happy see your smiling face... good morning good morning to you and to you"
Hendra
Degree of comparison and superlative
Sanji
"expressing and asking intention"
I'm busy for preparing my master degree
But I have two days off
I plan to go to a beach...
what will you do if you have two days off?
expressing intention .... e.g. what is your plan this weekend?
I plan to go to amusement park, etc
the teacher gives the students a dialogue on the slide..
they have to find the expression of stating intention and asking intention...
the answer will be circled in checking it
Bayu
Descriptive Text
Suggestopedia Method
the existence of music makes the children seems walking in the jungle
bayu is very rich of gesture when describing animals
Partial Simulation
30th of April 2015
Wana
He asked students with special potential: drawing, to come in front, they had to draw the animal which showed on the laptop. The rest members of the leader's group had to guess the picture being drawn as fast as possible. The faster would get star. At the end of the class, star would be calculated. For those who got the most would be given a special reward.
...
He asked one of the other members to come in front reading the description of the previous picture; monkey and elephant. While they were reading, the rest had to listen it carefully since the teacher would ask several questions regarding the text which was read.
...
Each group have to think something, and have to describe it. The other group have to guess it.
..
At the end, he gave reward to the group who got more stars.
Dede
"Mini Play"
She taught about narrative text. At first she gave several pictures on the slide which related with typical of story that usually use to tell narrative text. Students were invited to re-memorize what the story tells about and asked the moral value of it. She asked the students who love writing, speaking, acting in that class (as specialization) to raise their hand. The one who loves writing should prepare the script of the mini play which would be perform; the one who loves speaking would be the narrator, and the ones who loves acting would be the actor and the actress.
Sanji
She asked, what will you do if you have 1 billion rupiah?
The way she taught conditional sentence type 1 and 2 makes the students did not realize learning about grammar. Thus, they were learning English by using it. She showed the difference in using conditional type 1 and 2 and when they should be used.
...
The most interesting part in Sanji's simulation is the way she distributed the turn. She showed a short video about the rhythm of a short song "Who took the cookie from the cookie jar? The students have to sing it while move the cookie. The one who finally bring it when the song finished, would say "I took the cookie from the cookie jar", then will took a paper which has been contained a certain condition, then they have to continue it by applying the use of conditional tense.
Rany
First, she asked about social media, what is the function of it and whether it has negative or positive effect. Then she asked several students to go in front, we came from two different side. Unconsciously, we did a conversation regarding the positive and negative side of social media and showing our agreement and disagreement.
Anggita
Young learner-sport
She gave students a video and flashcard video about sport. Game: we have to memorize several pictures in a paper, the leader of our group will gesture it, one by one we got one picture that should be stuck and matched with the appropriate picture.
Gesture video game: we have to guess several sport which is gestured in the video. It seems like a quiz.
Intan
She taught a narrative text.
She asked whether students still remember with Kancil's story or not. Then she asked the moral value of the story of Kancil. Then she played a video "Frog, Mouse and Eagle". She played it for awhile and then asked "what the frog does to the mouse?" Mandala answered based on the video : "the frog helps the mouse to across the river". Then Intan asked again, what's happened with the frog and asking for the moral value of that story.
After that, she asked four students to go in front. One acts as narrator, the rest acts as the characters. Without reading and knowing the story, they played the role play. It makes the play did not run smoothly. The other students who acts as the spectators have to gave feedback toward the performer's action.
Sabtu, 25 April 2015
Love Writing and The Proof
Senin, 13 April 2015
Lovely Thinking
Minggu, 12 April 2015
The Fourth Micro-teaching Simulation
Minggu, 22 Maret 2015
cigarette kills the whole family
Can I go?
I was thinking
Third Simulation of Pak Wage's Micro Teaching Class
Rabu, 18 Maret 2015
Opening and Closing in Teaching
Questioning Skill
Sabtu, 07 Maret 2015
My Lecturer's Ways in Teaching
The first meeting, she asked us to find materials about what teaching and micro teaching are, its characteristic, the purpose of it, the function and its significance. We have to find material as much as possible. In order not to dominate the class, she asked students to explain what is the definition, asked the other to give additional information if it was different with the previous opinion. She acted as moderator and facilitator. She did multiple interaction in a class (student-teacher, teacher-student, student-student). Finally, from several opinion of the students, she concluded it by combining all of the previous definition discussed and gave such a confirmation by showing her slides of the materials. What is discussed before is almost all are the same with what was being typed in her slides.
Etc,,,,, until the last topic.
Second meeting, two first group of four would fight in explaining "opening and closing skill" (the nature, purposes, components and its principles) and continued by the confirmation section. And then, the other two groups of four would fight in sharing the explaining skill.
Third meeting, as same as the second meeting but the topic is talking about questioning skill and giving reinforcement skill.
(In this situation the presenter group is responsible to deliver the information before the ones who was being the listener and audiences gave their additional information. All of the student's participation was recorded by noting their name. When the students asked question, she didn't directly answered it by herself; she tended to ask the other students who have idea about the question to give their answer and explanation. Thus, all are engaged in the teaching and learning process. All are responsible for their own learning, not only the presenter have to master or read the material but also the audiences.
Jumat, 06 Maret 2015
Fun Way in Teaching
1.First technique which was used by Yeni Pramita 'Contextualizing Language"
she taught the students about showing sympathy/ care
she opened the classroom material by asking the students about their condition
"what happened with you dear? you look pale?!"
"i'm hungry ma'am... i haven't go to canteen yet for having my late lunch"
"....."
She moved to another student and asked the same question asking the student's condition
After that she asked the students to guess what is the material will be about
"Expressing Sympathy"
She gave several additional information how to express sympathy and its responds
In addition she gave example of the use of sympathy expression in a comic strips both formal and the informal one
The following activities is that she asked six students to go in front having a fun game related to the material taught
she brought a ball and several papers
she asked all of the six students to take one paper which contains of expression
she asked the first student "what happen with you dear?"
The student said the expression given on the paper
"I have headache"
"I'm sorry to hear that. How about going to a doctor?"........ respond
"how kind you are".....another respond
Than, asked the first student to throw the ball to whoever they want and asked his/her condition + give respond then....
Etc
2. Mursita "Building Language Awareness"
Mursita opened the class by asking whether the students wanna go home or not?
Then asked which part of a house the students like
The students answered "garden", "bathroom" etc
She wrote those words on the whiteboard
She asked what are there in a garden and bathroom
after that, she asked what we were going to learn
"Part of the house"
She ask what is the meaning of several words before giving a short text entitled "My Luxurious Flat"
"Flat" ....... (the student said the synonym is apartment)
"Closet"....... (the student said the synonym of it, is restroom)
Then they had to check whether what is intended in the text is the same as what the student guessed or not
Unfortunately based on the context in the text, closet doesn't mean a restroom but a place to put cloth (wardrobe)
The following activities, she gave a map of her house and give a peace of paper which contained another map ( we have to find the similarities of them; whether in both map we could find a temple or not)
After that, she gave us a piece of paper with several picture of house and its prices on it
we have to choose one of them as our dream house
Then, we were asked to make a paragraph contains of 15 sentences
As the final activities we watched a video of a girl who sang a song about her house
3. Mandala "Integrating Skill"
Mandala opened the class using bahasa bali, since he saw that all student are tired. The purpose is to gain the student's focus/ attention. He said that, he had told what descriptive text at previous meeting.
Then he asked who was absent that day, and he guessed that it was must be the only lazy guy named himself since he simulated the teaching practice (by describing). After that, he checked student's understanding by asking which is called 'identification' in a descriptive text given entitled "Agnes Monica". Plus asking what does identification actually mean. After that he moved to further activities 'games'. He asked Doder and Adit to mention several features or characteristic of an artist or actor (whispered by Mandala) (about in three sentences) to the other friends, and the other friends have to guess. Finally, at the edge of the class meeting, he asked the students what they have learned that day. He dismissed the class and said "see you next week".
Senin, 12 Januari 2015
Blur Dream
what is my dream?
I don't know exactly... I don't know how to answer it?
I don't want to be followers
what I want, I want to stand in my own feet and doing what I want to be without following others
unfortunately I am wondering what I want to be
sh*t! how come I could be what I want to be since I don't know what am I going to be
will I be an English teacher at school?
will I be an English private teacher?
will I work at tourism object?
will I build my own English courses or working for someone?
I am confused
I need challenges
But I don't know what kind of challenges that could make me realized what I supposed to do and what I wanna be
I am just searching for Merry Rianna's information
Thus, hopefully I will be inspired
But still, I'm confused
Minggu, 11 Januari 2015
Ubud
Anyway, do you know where Ubud is?
Do you know what kind of place it is?
It is such a beautiful place
Rich of art
Rich of handicraft
Along the street, you will feel the nuance of its art both right and left side
You won't stop staring
You won't stop saying wow and cool
I am addicted going there
I am addicted passing its street
I just feel that I wanna go there again and again
I am always thinking, someday I will be able going there with my boyfriend and I was sitting behind him on the motorcycle
I will hug him from behind while he is concentrating to ride the motorbike
I will enjoy keeping silent behind his back admiring the beauty of Ubud and admiring the greatest moment with the lovely guy of my life
Hopefully The Almighty God let me feel that moment soon!
I do admire Ubud more than you know
Minggu, 04 Januari 2015
Target in 2015
.Micro teaching (4) ... A
.Semiotics (2) ... B
.Professional Development (2) ... A
.Psycho-linguistics (2) ... B
.Translating (2) ... A
.Interpreting ... A
.English for specific purposes (2) ... A
.Research Methodology (4) ... A
I have to do the assignments immediately after it is given
I have to manage my time, may not delaying the assignment
Making note and reviewing the material before the the class and immediately after class
Looking for additional sources
Enjoy the assignment while listening to the music, watching movie
Radio
do you like listening to the radio?
do you have any favorite radio channel?
or do you have any favorite radio announcer?
have you dreamed to be a radio announcer someday? you will be well known just because of your voice, list of songs that you play, and so forth?
I have all of them
when I spent my days in my hometown, penguin radio is my favorite channel, menara fm and poenix radio is my other favorites
meanwhile when I am in Singaraja, place where I study I love RRI radio station. I love one of its radio announcer's voice. He has such a lovely voice to be heard.
when I litening to the radio, i just imagine that I sit in front of the mic and interact with my faithful listeners, prepare for the lovely songs that will be amuse the listeners, and collect every single song that I think nice to be heard, and so forth
perhaps someday I will get those chances
hopefully
Jumat, 02 Januari 2015
2014 and 2015
Nothing to regret
Nothing to lose
I appreciate 2014
I'm ready to face 2015
I'm impatient to create memories for the up coming New Year
We had arrive in front of 2015 gate
I promise to face it with smile
I promise to create better story of life
I promise to be better person
I promise to face it with optimism
I promise to through it with full of joy
I promise to step in the truth
I promise to walk in honesty
I promise to settle my goals
Hopefully, 2015 and I can be friend, a solid friend
Hand in hand through 2015 together
None of us will loose our hand
Yihaaa!