Blur Dream

what do I want?
what is my dream?
I don't know exactly... I don't know how to answer it?
I don't want to be followers
what I want, I want to stand in my own feet and doing what I want to be without following others
unfortunately I am wondering what I want to be
sh*t! how come I could be what I want to be since I don't know what am I going to be
will I be an English teacher at school?
will I be an English private teacher?
will I work at tourism object?
will I build my own English courses or working for someone?
I am confused
I need challenges
But I don't know what kind of challenges that could make me realized what I supposed to do and what I wanna be
I am just searching for Merry Rianna's information
Thus, hopefully I will be inspired
But still, I'm confused

Ubud

What do you think about UBUD?
Anyway, do you know where Ubud is?
Do you know what kind of place it is?
It is such a beautiful place
Rich of art
Rich of handicraft
Along the street, you will feel the nuance of its art both right and left side
You won't stop staring
You won't stop saying wow and cool
I am addicted going there
I am addicted passing its street
I just feel that I wanna go there again and again
I am always thinking, someday I will be able going there with my boyfriend and I was sitting behind him on the motorcycle
I will hug him from behind while he is concentrating to ride the motorbike
I will enjoy keeping silent behind his back admiring the beauty of Ubud and admiring the greatest moment with the lovely guy of my life
Hopefully The Almighty God let me feel that moment soon!
I do admire Ubud more than you know

Target in 2015

I have to enjoy the courses sincerely:
.Micro teaching (4) ... A
.Semiotics (2) ... B
.Professional Development (2) ... A
.Psycho-linguistics (2) ... B
.Translating (2) ...  A
.Interpreting ... A
.English for specific purposes (2) ... A
.Research Methodology (4) ... A

I have to do the assignments immediately after it is given

I have to manage my time, may not delaying the assignment

Making note and reviewing the material before the the class and immediately after class

Looking for additional sources

Enjoy the assignment while listening to the music, watching movie

Radio

what do you think about this?
do you like listening to the radio?
do you have any favorite radio channel?
or do you have any favorite radio announcer?
have you dreamed to be a radio announcer someday? you will be well known just because of your voice, list of songs that you play, and so forth?
I have all of them
when I spent my days in my hometown, penguin radio is my favorite channel, menara fm and poenix radio is my other favorites
meanwhile when I am in Singaraja, place where I study I love RRI radio station. I love one of its radio announcer's voice. He has such a lovely voice to be heard.
when I litening to the radio, i just imagine that I sit in front of the mic and interact with my faithful listeners, prepare for the lovely songs that will be amuse the listeners, and collect every single song that I think nice to be heard, and so forth
perhaps someday I will get those chances
hopefully

2014 and 2015

2014 full of memories, happiness and sadness
Nothing to regret
Nothing to lose
I appreciate 2014
I'm ready to face 2015
I'm impatient to create memories for the up coming New Year
We had arrive in front of 2015 gate
I promise to face it with smile
I promise to create better story of life
I promise to be better person
I promise to face it with optimism
I promise to through it with full of joy
I promise to step in the truth
I promise to walk in honesty
I promise to settle my goals
Hopefully, 2015 and I can be friend, a solid friend
Hand in hand through 2015 together
None of us will loose our hand
Yihaaa!