Selasa, 29 September 2026

Journaling 29.09.2026

Well, I felt my self living an empty life recently

I didn't know whether it is good or not

I felt too much burden on my mind 

I'm fully exhausted but I choose to stay alive and survive

It's really difficult to live with someone who doesn't have any vision for the future; someone who ignores physical health and basic awareness of indigestion.

Then, I am busy to protect or take care someone who suppose to protect me instead

Moreover, I must catch up with a lot of job duties cause I join a long period of training which takes more or less 5 months, besides my main duties.


Minggu, 07 Desember 2025

Journaling 2. 2025


I'm grateful to have a support system like my parents, close friends, and cousin.

They're always there for me, and I don't know what I'd do without them. 

When I'm feeling down, they lift me up. 

When I need advice, they offer wise and relatable suggestion. 

It reminds me that I'm not alone, and I have people who care. 

Sometimes, I worry that I'm the only one struggling, but having them makes me feel seen and supported. 

I'm truly blessed to have them in my life.

Journaling 1. 2025

Let's focus on the things we can control and let go of the rest.

When I need a break, I'll watch Netflix or indulge in my favorite treats like ice cream or chocolatos. 

I'll let go of grudges and negativity, and instead, surround myself with positivity and loved ones. 

I'll share laughter and love with parents and friends, and invite them over for a cozy dinner.

When I need guidance, I'll turn to a higher power and pour out my heart. 

I trust that answers will come in time. 

Instead of worrying about the future, I'll focus on doing my best in the present. 

I'll remember that good deeds can bring good fortune and positivity into my life.