Can I go?

waiting for you is useless

wanting you is a fault

I'm not blaming you

I'm blaming me myself

I used to love someone who does not love me in return

I used to admire someone that shouldn't be admired

It's always hurt

I kill myself 

killing my heart slowly 

Fiuh...

what did I say?

was it a complaint?

perhaps

I don't want to make complaints any longer 

I wanna go somewhere or anywhere I could

far away so nobody could not find me

could not feel my sorrow

unable to realize my gloomy feeling

I just want to be known as cheerful as bee

not the one who is fragile as a glass

I wanna go peacefully

I wanna walk harmoniously

can I go now?

I wanna go immediately

without any pain sticking on my chest

without any fear appearing in my eyes